I've been thinking a lot about fear, recently. It's almost always lurking somewhere in the backstage shadows of my mind, waiting to pop out once a show is finished. It motivates me to be and to do. Sometimes its healthy, most of the time its not. But always needed, strangely. I recently had a nightmare. … Continue reading Perhaps I Needn’t Be Afraid?
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Under the Stairs
I remember him Perfectly. At times it feels like I was given a little demon I can't get rid of An anger constantly waiting for the right moment to burst A shame no one would have guessed lies behind the facade of my delightful smile A burning fire inside my heart that I both hate … Continue reading Under the Stairs
What I Say
I need saving from myself. I am Complacent. And I hate it. "Then stop moaning about it and do something!" I say to myself. The two of us aren't very kind when we talk. "No shit dumbass, because you'll never motivate yourself unless someone's kicking your ass!" That's true I hate being pushed around. It … Continue reading What I Say
A New Generation of Pain
"He pulled a gun and put his hands on her" Gun - Hands That's all I heard I never thought I'd hear those words. I'm stunned at how one sentence can change your world Because now their kid is in foster care Since the mom wants to stay hitched with the felon. In fact she … Continue reading A New Generation of Pain
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