I've numbed myself for fear of the shame of not living up to my own standards dragging me down into a pit of stagnation. But today I decided to feel. And it was beautiful. My heart flooded with reminiscent joy Long forgotten memories sparked back to life as I gazed at their place of birth. … Continue reading I Decided to Feel
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Under the Stairs
I remember him Perfectly. At times it feels like I was given a little demon I can't get rid of An anger constantly waiting for the right moment to burst A shame no one would have guessed lies behind the facade of my delightful smile A burning fire inside my heart that I both hate … Continue reading Under the Stairs
What I Would Say to You
I love you And I'm sorry That things turned out this way. I wish we could get along Like we used to. But now this space between us Only seems to grow larger And god FUCKING DAMN IT It rips my heart in two! I never wanted to be enemies! But I had to stand … Continue reading What I Would Say to You
What I Say
I need saving from myself. I am Complacent. And I hate it. "Then stop moaning about it and do something!" I say to myself. The two of us aren't very kind when we talk. "No shit dumbass, because you'll never motivate yourself unless someone's kicking your ass!" That's true I hate being pushed around. It … Continue reading What I Say
Think about this on your lunch break
The Earth has an expiration date. So does our sun, our solar system, galaxy, and all life in the universe. Eventually, all stars will burn out and all matter will be sucked into black holes which will join together with other black holes until it's all the universe consists of. But even black holes will … Continue reading Think about this on your lunch break
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