I've been thinking a lot about fear, recently. It's almost always lurking somewhere in the backstage shadows of my mind, waiting to pop out once a show is finished. It motivates me to be and to do. Sometimes its healthy, most of the time its not. But always needed, strangely. I recently had a nightmare. … Continue reading Perhaps I Needn’t Be Afraid?
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We Need to Dream
"What do you want to do?" A question that has long daunted me and one I try to push to the back of my mind... But also one I try to pull back to the front because I know how important it is. I didn't know the answer to this question when I started college, … Continue reading We Need to Dream
Under the Stairs
I remember him Perfectly. At times it feels like I was given a little demon I can't get rid of An anger constantly waiting for the right moment to burst A shame no one would have guessed lies behind the facade of my delightful smile A burning fire inside my heart that I both hate … Continue reading Under the Stairs
What I Would Say to You
I love you And I'm sorry That things turned out this way. I wish we could get along Like we used to. But now this space between us Only seems to grow larger And god FUCKING DAMN IT It rips my heart in two! I never wanted to be enemies! But I had to stand … Continue reading What I Would Say to You
What I Say
I need saving from myself. I am Complacent. And I hate it. "Then stop moaning about it and do something!" I say to myself. The two of us aren't very kind when we talk. "No shit dumbass, because you'll never motivate yourself unless someone's kicking your ass!" That's true I hate being pushed around. It … Continue reading What I Say
Smile
Nobody likes an insecure person. So I'm sorry. But it's alright because I've learned by now To hide the signs you've hurt me. It's the little things That slip past my armor's cracks Which are the injuries I'll never show. Because who likes someone who can't take a joke? But you'll never know it stung … Continue reading Smile
Think about this on your lunch break
The Earth has an expiration date. So does our sun, our solar system, galaxy, and all life in the universe. Eventually, all stars will burn out and all matter will be sucked into black holes which will join together with other black holes until it's all the universe consists of. But even black holes will … Continue reading Think about this on your lunch break
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