A blank stare rushes over my eyes I focus on your mouth Everything else blurred out "Break up" The world stops And fades to grey I can only picture your mouth repeating those words "Break up" "Break up" Each time it becomes more and more real My instantly crippled spirit can only muster the reply … Continue reading Dazed
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I Make Messes
I remember my mother's words from grade school "Can you do anything right?" I never thought it would still be this hard as an adult. What scares me Is that I'm burning my candle at both ends And I'm at the end of my rope But still falling short. "So you're trying this hard" "And … Continue reading I Make Messes
Claire
Hello (Uh-khem) Hi! My names Steve. What's yours? Claire? That's a nice name! So how far are you coming from? Oh Indianapolis! Wow, that's far! About how long is that? Oh wow, 7 hours? Yeah I'm coming from Illinois, It's about an 8 hour drive. I mean yeah, I've done worse. Haha! I then gotta … Continue reading Claire
We Need to Dream
"What do you want to do?" A question that has long daunted me and one I try to push to the back of my mind... But also one I try to pull back to the front because I know how important it is. I didn't know the answer to this question when I started college, … Continue reading We Need to Dream
The “Michael” Wound
Even if I forgive him And accept him for who he is He could never rise to his duty Because change is below him And he is who he is. "You can't miss what you never knew" Isn't always true Because when I look at other people I see the previews Of something beautiful I … Continue reading The “Michael” Wound
My Secret Romance
No one knows about us I wouldn't dare tell Lest I incur judging stares. We meet each other in the late night Oh It's been too long since our last meet Since my lips touched her to greet. Though I see her in the day And she knows I can't play She'll settle for being … Continue reading My Secret Romance
What I Would Say to You
I love you And I'm sorry That things turned out this way. I wish we could get along Like we used to. But now this space between us Only seems to grow larger And god FUCKING DAMN IT It rips my heart in two! I never wanted to be enemies! But I had to stand … Continue reading What I Would Say to You
Under Revision
I hate myself. I have for a while. It's just now apparent to me. With one eye I glare inwardly with disgust And regret. While the other Gleams upon others with desire. I'm trying to kill Who I am And bring to life Who I am not. Because I Am not Enough. At least not … Continue reading Under Revision
My Necessary Detriment
There's something about weddings that equally fills my heart as well as hurts it. I've just attended three weddings in one month. I was ecstatic to have been able to be part of them all and to witness such an incredibly special day. I was part of something that brought people together. People. That's what … Continue reading My Necessary Detriment
What I Say
I need saving from myself. I am Complacent. And I hate it. "Then stop moaning about it and do something!" I say to myself. The two of us aren't very kind when we talk. "No shit dumbass, because you'll never motivate yourself unless someone's kicking your ass!" That's true I hate being pushed around. It … Continue reading What I Say
